you are not alone – to be published by Indies In Action in the Twist of Fate Anthology

the skies may now appear as night

not much is left erect in sight

sorrow and destruction abound

whenever you look around

 

while despair may rise its ugly head

many cycles of sunshines still await

as in the hearts of those who here pen

these lines of care and encouragement

 

you don’t know us, and we, not you

through our minds, though, we unite

with these words, we do embrace

all together what you have to face

you will, thus, begin a promising phase

inside a new home, as you will soon call your place.

 

© hülya yılmaz, May 28, 2013

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how else could we know of your sorrow? – Poem 1 for the Helping Tornado Victims in Oklahoma project of INDIES IN ACTION

we mourn those who are killed

whether by nature or human hands

form groups for support

join in the pain in any way we can

honor, reminisce, collaborate

beyond a swift case of heartache

 

yet,

we forget

in the face of the ease

amid traffic on cyberspace

who gave us the chance to compensate

for the immense loss of those violently killed

 

the reporting souls who often tend to get

the thunder, the fire, the flood, the twister effect

from us;

we frequently resend

their tongue, their style, what they account –

they are the ones whom we neglect

 

now that there was a deadly whirling wind

by which twenty-four human beings were killed

none will remain a mere number –

mourners, there are a plenty

including young school children

one of whom was amazed to see

the celebration of the dead and the living;

like the three hundred and seventy-five people injured –

in welcoming hope, their lives we get to embrace

 

schools, destroyed;

12,000 homes, damaged or vanished;

some owners, already named –

numerous volunteers, fast ready to help

 

we, too, are thus, enabled to step in

locals, non-locals, other continents’ residents –

in body, in spirit or by spreading the word out loud

by writing, speaking, or simply wishing

strength in heart to those young and old,

who mourn loved ones for their lives’ ceasing

 

for, we have learned of your sorrow

thanks to the efforts in reporting

by those who live any- and everywhere

but also there

where you again will call home

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Elegy – 4

 

the tune, throbbing in my mind

heart, ripped off of its home

worthless body

can’t even say goodbye

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Memorial Day

This Sunday’s reflections with a universal plea appear here thanks to a post published at Mix&MatchMeme – one I would not have known about, had it not been to its reblogging (thank you, dear Paulette) at The Persecution of Mildred Dunlap

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respekt auf kosten von …

abrupter schluss

erzwungenes ende

kein sich-aussprechen

ohne weiteres

 

verzweifelt, verwüstet, vernichtet

erniedrigung unvermeidbar

selbstrespekt verstorben

gewaltige trauer ohne trost

 

zu spåt

endlich das zu erwarten und zu verlangen

was vor jahren unter uns einst erwiesen war…

 

nun

nur ein ich ohne namen

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My heartfelt thanks!

While I was posting two poem translations just now, I have noticed the number 540; that is 540 readers, followers for my writings.  What a gift to embrace!  I genuinely don’t know how else to thank you all but by saying I don’t take your interest in my blog site or any of your visits for granted.  Thank you for being there for me like this!

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Two poems from Can Yücel on the loss of love

Uğruna fedakarlık yapmadığın sevgiyi,

yüreğinde taşıyıp da kendine yük etme!

[Poem Source: Can Yücel]

 

Don’t burden yourself by carrying in your heart

the love for which you made no sacrifice!

[Translation Source: Self]

 

Anladım!

Yar’la bir olmayınca

yer’le bir oluyormuş insan…

[Poem Source: Can Yücel]

 

I got it!

You get destroyed…

when not with the beloved

[Translation Source: Self]

 

Once you live of what the same poet speaks in two separate poems through seemingly contradicting emotions, you know the feeling of being torn is an integral part of the suffering.

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Çünkü

Ben sana hep üşüyordum,

Çünkü kıştım..

Nakıştım, bakıştım..Inkar

etmiyorum da bunu..

Seni sevmek gibi büyük işlere

Kalkıştım..

Ve lütfen inkar etme;

Sana en çok ben yakıştım…

[Poetry Source: Özdemir Asaf]

 

I was always cold for your warmth,

for I was winter…

an image, a glance..And

I don’t deny that..

I dared to undertake big affairs,

such as loving you…

Please don’t resist;

I was the best match to you…

[Translation Source: Self]

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Hani

Nazım copy

Hani derler ya,

Ben sensiz yaşayamam, diye.

Ben onlardan değilim.

Ben sensiz de yaşarım;

Ama,

Seninle bir başka yaşarım…

[Poetry and Image Source: Nazım Hikmet]

 

You know what they say:

“I can’t live without you.”

I am not one of them.

I’ll live also without you;

but

with you,

my life would surely be something else…

[Translation Source: Self]

 

May it be through Turkish, English or any other world language – how do you define “living”? How about “life”?

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The Circle of Life

The Circle of Life

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Photo Source: Nazım Hikmet

 

[…]

In the circle of life

it’s the wheel of fortune

it’s the leap of faith

it’s the band of hope

‘til we find our place

on the path unwinding

in the circle…, circle of life

 

Some of us fall by the wayside

and some of us soar to the skies

and some of us sail through our troubles

and some have to live with the scars

[…]

Lyrics Source: Elton John,”Circle of Life”

 

 

I can’t be the only one who falls “by the wayside”, who has “to live with the scars”; whose emotional element overpowers reason; for whom the primal void inside – after having achieved its completion – is emptied with brute force again, only, this time, while you are conscious of the pain.  So, I ask: How, then, do you remain in “the band of hope”?

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