at a crossroads
of a significant loss
of worldly nature, that is
emotions run high still
sixteen years of memories
embedded in these tired old walls
no amount of fresh paint
can wipe off those delights
each of them will accompany me
wherever i now go, wherever i shall remain
for the rest of my days
i am reminded of a poet’s words
an equally convoluted mind . . .
“With death being a reality,
nothing should be taken seriously.”
i, however, am taking my predicament
with scrutiny, under utmost seriousness
for i have acted impulsively, carelessly
many a year ago
having arrived at a point beyond sadness,
i neared my resolve quite fast though
i, thus, am uttering an eager greeting
to all my erroneous ways toward a peaceful “hello”
for i presently see in myself a grateful soul
with indispensable learning curves
no fault
no guilt
no self-blame
just accepting the self
exactly as it became to be
hülya n. yılmaz, January 25, 2022
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Feeling this
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And that’s a most welcomed response for me!
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I felt a sense of peace when I read this. Excellent quote, brilliant piece!
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I thank you for your visit with such a reassuring comment, a note that tells me how connected we all are.
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You’re very welcome and I appreciate your work so much!
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To receive a comment like yours is truly a gift! I extend my wholehearted “thank you” for being here.
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